i can't stay away: yes, yes, i'm back (and i promise to do something about this, uh, design). but my reasons for being back are nefarious and self-serving. first off, i want to link to my wishlist, since my birthday is around the corner. (actually, this is the chief reason, ask josh.) secondly, i want to some outlet while i put off writing anything of meaning and importance. like (finally) this, which i wrote not too long ago and which is probably the best thing i've written. some are calling it "very moving." and "some" isn't even related to me. so yeah. here i am. uh, keep your eye on this page.